Category: Writers Block
How do I forgive you,
How do you lie to me?
You paint a smile and say you love me
Cry plastic tears and say you're sorry,
You scream lies at my face and I can't stand your voice.
What I'd give for you to go away,
You don't know how much you hurt me that day.
Turned your back on me with a cold, cold face,
Your eyes full of the darkness in your soul.
Don't hide what you've done, don't try to run,
Because you can't run from my tears,
You can't run from my pain.
You can feel it like a knife in your side,
Because I'll haunt your steps till the end of time,
I fucking hate you for leaving me behind.
What the hell made you think you could lie to me for years,
What kind of pain made you able to ignore my tears?
Can you justify the way you treated me,
Can you justify the pain I've choked on,
Can you justify what you did to break me?
The ultimate betrayal is what you've done
And I can't forgive you, not till I know that you're gone.
You'd like to believe you did right by the life that you made
But deep down in your soul you'll be eaten alive,
I won't let you go or ever forget,
I'll play his words, his tears, over and over in your mind.
I'll make sure you can't ever, ever let me go,
No I can't justify what I'm going to do, but neither can you.
I can forgive a lot but not what you broke inside me,
And if you think 'cause you made me you can break me,
Think twice while I watch the darkness fill your eyes,
Remember what you said and you did,
While I cast the spell that will bind you for eternity.
I've seen you break and it's not what I thought,
So I'll do like you, just forget you and leave you behind.
Very very beautiful